Had a pretty shitty morning today, i tried reaching out to like 3 of my friends, trying to make plans and be motivated, but none of them 'were free' now i never reach out to people to meet and things, so this took a big step for me and my anxiety, to be shot down … Continue reading Feeling lonely..
Whats up guys... So i had a really good day today, was feeling more myself.. Which was nice. I did a favour for my partner by returning something that was broken for him, i never offer to do things like, nor will i even do them for myself, I have this super weird thing where, … Continue reading Today was a good day..
The day she rises from fire and ice You can’t help but to at least look at her twice Feel the black within her eyes She coming back, at least she tries She’s fighting so hard, you can see her win She’s fighting her demons that make her sin The day she rises from fire … Continue reading The day she rises
So.. I’m going out with my friend to do our jog I spoke about previously.. for some unknown reason I put make up on.. it’s an insecurity thing.. I think. But I know it’s going to come off from the stupid amount of sweat I’m going to pour out.. I’m dreading this 😭 see you … Continue reading Anxiety test #2
Morning everyone, was feeling a little confident today, so I plan to take a step towards fighting my anxiety while I’m in the right mind frame. Now this might seem totally stupid believe me I know I feel stupid about things everyday.. but it’s so scary it’s so fucking weird.. anyway, it’s going to my … Continue reading Out of my comfort zone..
Number 1.. Honestly its all about doing things for you, my personal favorite thing to do when im stressed out or feeling anxious is defiantly music, nothing makes me feel more alive within myself than music that speaks to me.. and singing.. fuck i love singing. To be honest i would listen to music all … Continue reading Anxiety.. 5 little things that help.
As much as i think Im a good friend, apparently other people dont feel the same, i mean i have friends, but i just don't think i connect with people well, as much as i try to be happier and be involved, nothing seems to matter, im constantly reaching out to my friends, who honesly, … Continue reading Anxiety issue rant..